Memorial Day. The nerves, and the heartache started building up for this day weeks before. As I was coming up with ideas, I couldn't believe I was having to do this. One thing that I do to keep Max apart of this family and apart of me is to decorate his grave, and it has brought me a lot of peace, however Memorial Day brought nothing but tears and heartache. I let Ryann decorate a wreath, she got to pick out the flowers, and she told me where to put them, and I thought it turned out perfect. I invited the grandparents and Aunts and Uncles, and cousins that were around to come and set off balloons. I asked Ryann if she thinks Max will catch them, and she said "Yes, and he will save them for when we can play." I love you Ryann, you have a beautiful spirit, and I love you, Max.
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it was very special at the cemetary. you are an awesome mom and max watches over you and ry.
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